hi my name is taryn and i don't know what the fuck i'm doing.
i'd like to quit thinking of the present, like right now, as some minor, insignificant preamble to something else.
watch these movies:
pulp fiction, dazed and confused, fear and loathing in las vegas, girl interrupted, donnie darko, fight club, pineapple express, forrest gump, trainspotting, edward scissorhands, beetlejuice, & lolita
"Scar tissue has no character. It’s not like skin. It doesn’t show age or illness or pallor or tan. It has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles. It’s like a slipcover. It shields and disguises what’s beneath. That’s why we grow it; we have something to hide."